An adult point of view

I don't have much time to blog about four minutes so I'll squeeze as much into this one as I can.

Today I was supposed to be home at 12:00 P.M. on the dot.  Mike and I had just finished eating at about 11:54 P.M. and was putting things in my car.  Mike only lives about 5 mins away if that so I had no problem with putting things away that late into my car.  We were getting the last item my wii into the car... This led me to turning around and seeing an Emu right behind me.  Those things freak me out just a little btw.  Anyway Mike was all "God damnit!....  Robert let me see your phone so I can call Meghan out here."  Greaaaaattt....I thought....  Of course me being who I am I was worried about the bird running away and getting hurt.  Also the thought of Mike and Meghan getting into trouble because it ran away and got it came to mind.  I put the phone into my pocket and ran over with mike to lead it twards the gate.  "You want help?"  I asked him.  "Yea if you would please help me get it back in that would be great"  He replied.  Meghan finally strolls out and forgot her shoes -_-....  When she comes out she went to the gate to hold the other emu's away and the horse.  It took forever to get the damn bird over there... however it still wouldn't get in.  Dad decides to call and is automaticly pissed on the phone.  "NO NO NO NO!! Get the Fuck home Now or else your grounded!"  While he is yelling at me Mike got the lasso and got ahold of the bird.  Dad yelled "Get home right NOW!".  So he hung up....  Mike asked "O my god are your grounded?"  I said "Yep........................." this lead on to he telling me he was sorry and what not -_-;...  

I left while they were putting the Emu away and drove home as quick as I could.  Here is the gist of what happend

*Got home

*Went looking for Dad to ask him to forgive me

*Dad yells at me and basically tells me I'm a pice of shit (I should really know how to spell pice?sp?

*He says I am acting like a child

* I feel like shit don't want to do anything

*I get grounded for this weekend

*I get my phone and keys taken

*I get them back

*I get them taken

* I apparently made a good decisioun on cleaning the kitchen...

*I get them back...

Now I still feel like shit...

Apparently I don't have an adult point of view....  So I will most likely keep fucking up as I go through HighSchool my Senior year.

The end.. write more later gtg,,.......

About people reading my blog.... Also why am I so busy all the sudden?

If you are going to read my blog (Which btw is how I think) ... Then please keep an open mind and do remember like most people who live on this planet... I am human and I do cuss. I'm no different than that of you guys and I know everyone who will ever read this has and will bring out the words damn or shit and whatnot every once in a while. Don't judge me by a couple cuss words... Instead please take the time to actually READ my blog and find out how I think.

Anyway.... I have taken notice that I have been extremely busy all the sudden. I seem to care about school for some reason and also care about my mental health. I haven't been couped up in the house nearly as much as I was last year. I enjoy getting out and being away from the mamoth (my computer).

I went to voice lessons today and talked to Ivanna for a while. I talked to her about my blog and if I should be truthful on it... (because people don't seem to like it) . She said yes I should, but I shouldn't dwell on dissing them to much. You know just a mention here or there. After voice lessons I talked to Hailey for a while about random shit because that's what I usually do when I end up talking to her. I called Bryce and Mari decided to pick up (I don't know if I mentioned it but Mari is Bryce's GF). She was lyke " Lulz we are cyberings" and I was lyke "wrrrrrrrrprghghr?"....

Ya so after that I went to B's because I'm house sitting for him this weekend and next. He showed me what to do and what not. I'm not really psyched to be doing it.. but meh... I don't mind. So I get home and talk to Bryce and Mari some more... I'm so happy for them ( at the same time though I'm not gonna lie.. I wish I had someone T_T). I'm really happy for Bryce though... he's needed someone I think anyway for a while.

After talking to them and what not I get bitched at by daddy-o... Well not Exactly Bitched persay... but maybe a little bit of concern talk mixed with feelings of worry and frustration.. He needs to learn how to separate what he is going to talk about .... He just kinda lets it all come out at once and you know... Spring onto your ears until you bleed out of em.

So Dad talked to me about my blog. He said Red ( I know you are reading this >:)~ ) said I had said damn on it... Woopty do I said Damn. Now that wasn't his problem. His problem was that what if I grow older and someone comes and reads my blog then uses it against me? Well I told him that it just shows I have nothing to hide. He didn't really have a counter argument for that so he just did what he always does. He just made sure I understood the point. Then I got a concern talk ( I like that better than yelling cause he wasn't yelling ... it was more of a strong tone) about my glasses. My warranty will run out tomorrow and I need to go get them replaced.. No problem there I just have to go after church. Then we had a discussion about my MD (Muscular Dystrophy.) and how I need to make an appointment with the MDA clinic to prove I have it. Then we need to finish up the SS work and stuff. It wasn't a bad discussion... just felt as if I wasn't able to keep up with the conversation at all cause I'm bad about details... and that's what he's good at. So he had me by the balls and all points in time during our conversation. Meh W/E I understood it all... I know I need to get ready for RL but I don't wanna... I guess I don't have a choice though so...

I just kinda after that posted this and ran around on facebook and talked to Richard and Seth and Wess. Nothing much left to say other than I can't wait to hang out with Bryce tomorrow... He's such and awesome friend. I just hope I don't ruin this friendship like I do most of my others (I.E. Mike)


NIGHT :D

Well >.>;

I ended up not going... I instead hung out with dad. We where gonna go see a movie but decided not to. I'm super pissed at Liza though she was being really mean to Dad. He did nothing wrong and treated him like poo. Me and Dad had a great time and got really close. I've never been close to my father at all and I'm happy that is changing. I just wish that him and Liza wouldn't fight. Anyway I guess there Isn't really much more to say.... other than that I'm pissed....

Peace out !